Tuesday, June 22, 2004
nad rawther. i thank u for that call. at 1235 in the morning. somewhere there. calling to do study. yes i did study ok. remainder theorem!! study!! so we did. wen nad went home for awhile, mats were bugging me. but u noe. they were nice. like. different. not rude u noe. they are hillarious. since the time me n zam was in bus 15 together with them. tot they were idiots. but i was wrong.
so me n nad went to her house japs den like watch and ending of this movie. scaree. blacks in jail.wen to continue "study" but this time, we just lepa'k and talk. and sing.
i tried to say goodbye and i chocked
try to walk away and i crumble
when i try to hide it
its clear
my world crumbles when u are not here...
slept at 7 am. oh b4 dat makan. den woke up at 10 and makan! and cerita hantu with the sister. witch?! hmm still very weird. atticus. i love u aH!! get well soons!! hehe.
sayang's coming home todae...yey!! amishoooo!!
so i just read am's blog. she was saying abt a fact in some gp article abt humans not naturally monogamous. but dear am. be open. u can't like one person forever. like talk abt it instead of just keeping it. when u like someone, tell ur partner why. ur partner is not perfect. he lacks of something. and that something may be in someone else. and thats y u are fond of. but that doesnt mean u love him any less. or he should love u any more. think abt it. i talk abt zam abt stuff that sometimes make us uncomfortable. like ermm dat girl? or maybe like why subhan is my best friend. somehow it makes him understand. and makes him feel better. if it happens to u. try dat. talking works. love is a mental state of mind. there is always a reason why u love someone. like why i love zam.
2:33:00 pm