Monday, June 28, 2004

this is a different fairy tale,
filled with sadness and pain,
so much for her happy ending

so farhana, how would u feel. if u were in her place. if zam had done the exact same thing to u. what will u say? or could u even utter a silent sigh? would u cry? how much? farhana, what would u do? could u ever forgive him for what he did? or maybe look at him the same way? love him the same? would u just run back into his arms, forget abt everything and move on. u know u might.

u might just forgive him. u might. u might love him still. or u could....just forget him. but how could he? of all things..of all people u trusted most..zam. all his lies, all his insincerity. behind ur back. in your head, there was a portrait of them together. slowly killing u. unknowingly, u believed. u loved a liar. cant blame u. u loved the one u thought u knew.

i just couldnt feel more pain as i listened to her screaming her sadness away. i pictured myself as her. i could feel it. my heart just stopped and died. my eyes released invisible tears. hurt. badly. scar. i was silenced by my constant thoughts of what had happened. why. how. where. why why why why!

i roughly remember a quote from "Red Dragon". scars are there to remind us what had happened was real. so we wouldnt make the same mistake again.. (something like that...)

6:40:00 pm

Anahraf El Diab
I wish i could say that i'm unique and different but that would be a lie. from my mom, i stole her features, her attitude and 1/5 of her strength. i kinda ripped of my dad's hairstyle and that obviously isnt a choice. i think i would be a fashion disaster or a real girly girl if it werent for my brother and thank god for that. at the same time, i would have been naive and maybe a boy if it werent for my sister. hur hur. the rest of me, i picked it up somewhere along the way thru my 19 years old journey and that is what u gotta find out.


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