Wednesday, June 23, 2004
you had to spoil my day. oh shit i forgot. you had to spoil my life. i'm tried of all ur shit u noe. WE are tired of all that shit. my heart wants to say so much. but i just get so little out from my thoughts. it comes to the point that now, u are nothing but a nuisance. a walking dead body. a walking nobody. i'm not ur little kid. i'm a teenager now. i understand. how could u do that to her? how could u say all those? u fucking coward. blaming her for all that u've done. i was never taught to disrespect. not by her. u made me understand the meaning of hate, disrespect and unworthty. yes. i hate u. u made me disrecpect u. u are unworthy of my time n love.why cant u realise that everything that is happening is all because of u? fuck u!
leave her alone. she's all i need. i may want u to be around but i dun need u around. looking at all this. i dun wan u. taking everything. do anything u want. sell this house. divorce. whatever. it doesnt really matter. nothing else matters. i'm jaded. i dunnoe what to feel. anger and dismay have became a routine that its now uncertain.
Unrequited she's scarred in hatred..........
11:41:00 pm
