Sunday, September 05, 2004
do u know how it feels to be forced into letting go.
due to circumstances,
change in ur daily routine,
or maybe even due to disagreement.
but why issit so hard to let go of someone?
did GOd made it human nature for us to be so clingy?
or did HE made it a choice but we usually wallow in pain,
issit our choice?
maybe it isnt our choice.
the art of letting go.
too hard to conquer.
too hard to understand.
may be the only solution.
a parent who left u
an ex-lover who broke ur heart
a fren, betrayed u
a fren who is leaving...i had my fair share of those moments. i let go of my father, of someone for someone else, of memories, of everything. i never believe the saying "if u
love something let it go, if it comes back its your, if it doesnt it never was". i guess that could only be relevant sometimes. however, i always believe that u
never let go of the ones u love. but i let go of my frens. wani sal am mal fana subhan..they came back. sometimes.
i also faced times where i let go thinking that i dun want it to come back. of coz it was hard. it is still hard for me. when i think of it, reminded of it. and now i realise that i wanted it to come back. oh well vague yes.
my fren now is facing a situation whereby she have to let go of 3 precious ppl. maybe it isnt so hard dear. they just wont be in the typical routine u once had. but that doesnt mean they are totally gone..after all, u should be glad u are letting go at the peak of the frenship instead of the end.
coz i dun wanna hold u down,
i dun wanna set u free,
dun wanna make u run from me..
