Tuesday, November 16, 2004
i was getting so bored waiting for everyone to get ready...so took some pics.
i didnt noe my mom was asleep alreadieh ahhaa. lovelie. pwettie mummy..
anyway, it was shit. raye was shit. well. actualie i wasnt that bad lah. it was just the few hours i spend at my grandma's house was shit. my father's side. their strategy last year was sarcasm. this year, ignoring. we were like 3 idiot in the room just sitting down listening to them blabber their time away. i really pity my mom. why did she marry my father and get herself involved with that family? they are just a bunch of arrogant snobs with shisha shoved up their asses. hello? fuck. we do not have time for all of u. and truely, we do not bother anymore. the onli time i loved it there was went i was young. wen i was too young to understand politics. when i was too young to understand that from the moment i step into this earth, i was destined to be discriminated. its not my fault. its not our fault at all. we are like this because of all of u. u made us like this. u made us hate u. i wished gidi was here to protect us. he was the only one who cared for her. and fuck. even then u all had to be jealous.
"your mother's lost u all never see" ah..those exact painful words from my mother. its ok. she'll never be lost in my life.but other den that, my cousins were fine. cute as ever. all the lil furrels. haha.
after that, we went to a more familiar place. my grandmama's place at chai chee. ah the grandmama everyone loves.
she is so hillarious. few days b4 raye we told her that we havent bought any shoes lah. so we said "takper lah nek, kite datang pakai selepa" (nvm, we'll just come in slippers) haaha so the first thing she looked at when we came was OUR FOOTWEAR!! ahhaha. den she said "kurang ajar punye budak tipu nenek. nenek ingatkan korang betul2 pakai selipa. nenek sedih terfikir fikir pasal korang" (she said sumthing in the line of erm..irritating kids. i realie thought u all were coming in slippers. and she said she became really sad thinking about it) kwahkwhak i laffed like mad. she keep saying i am mean coz i keep bluffing her wkhakhwa. cutes. my uncle's gf came. she's chinese. so my grandma was trying sooo hard to communicate with her. haha obviouslie, unsuccessful. she said sumting like...*With hand gestures showing height* "this..small small" *points to us den point to my uncle*..hahah i squat and laughed like hell. she was trying to say that we've been close since we were younger hahaa. so farniee..
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den i went to this grandma's elder sister's house. wahlau. she has fetish for breast. haha. no futher information needed.
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as u can see i was alreadieh tired..den went to another house. den..yeah. went home slept like a pig.
rocks..that was raye for u. i was kinda down todae coz i badly wanted to meet zam. he usualie goes out with his familie during the first week of raye so no chance of meeting him. sooo i was just out to bug him n purposelie irritate him. haha i'm so mean yes i noe. i came out with every lame ass story haha. like how his father called me and said i can meet him. they not going out. and how his mom called me and said she's too tired coz she's going to work at night. den we put down the fone. lalala. few mins later (i dunnoe lah i fell aslepp) he called and he said haha HIS MOM TIRED COZ SHE IS GOING TO WORK AT NIGHT~ weeeeeeeee! i'm meeting my baby~ *GRINS*
work jsut now was ermm ok. i got my first thank u at 0804. and many more. and there was this african american man who came up to ask and talked to us abt being on blades. haha. farnie. soo yeah it was fine. bumped into kak syazwani. she;s working somewhere there. sigh~ she looked damn bored n pissed n tired. poor thing. den by 10 plus we were done. den ate and went home. wee~ lovelie.
