Saturday, November 20, 2004
when u are on the top.
frens will lift u high up
wen u're down on the ground.
frens stop coming around.
frens. there's only few that i could match that word to their faces. only a few i really
trust. only i few i care for. frenships made. frenships lost. my frens mean a lot to me in my life. but the saddest thing is that the only reason that held most of my frenships together was
school. the fact that we are all forced into seeing each other everyday made us close.
school forced us to be close. and when we change
school, everything, well at least most of it, will slowly disappear and all that u're left with is just nothing but memories. its just sad. ah u get my point right?
i was so close to you but i dunno what drifted us. i dunno whether it was the different schools or just plain laziness on our part to keep contact. seriously. i'm never bothered by all this. but its sad to see how our frenship is dying. so what if we see each other on someone's birthday. so what? that was not how we were. dont u feel weird wen we're around each other? that things have changed and u are no longer who u were to me? well, i do feel super weird. its just sad.
of coz there are some special cases where we actually bother to keep in touch or meet up.but..nvm..i'm not complaining of watever just to make that crystal. its the realization that the only few who would be there for me most of the
time are my mom. my
family. zam. a few others(that i shall not name). after all, most of u that are reading this could be my so-called "frens". lalala wtf lah pls.
oh well, zam leaving for kl with the mats on mondae. sigh~ sad. until thurs or fridae or sumthing i dunno. just erm ya. sigh~
dun leaveee mee.haha pathetic. but yes. i love u ya dear~ get me sumthing. but pls not a photoframe. let me see. can get me ermmmm nvm. surprise me lalala. love u. oh yeah speaking of mats, apparently, liza says that i am a minah. thank u very much ah pls. liza i noe u are reading this. I AM NOT A MINAH. u are the minah railing! to the rest of u. enjoy life haha.
