Wednesday, November 24, 2004
i knew that u were troubled..
when u sat down on a corner n u began to cry
i wanna know what u've been tru
said i'm waiting here for u to open up n talk abt it..
before i say anything i just wanna scream something.
DEARRR!!! I MISS U LAH!!! I'M ANGRY WITH U COZ U LEFT ME HERE IN SINGAPORE!! COME BACK OK??? WEEE~
happy happy 3 days...
21 November 04Raye Outing with Some pri skool frens. well, it was actually with iqbal, rahman ekhwan, azhal and nufail.

sigh~ it was soooo uncomfortable u noe. well, at the beginning lah. it was the mats and the two of us. so nufail n i were like in the world of our own and the guys, theirs. but it came to a turning point when wan decided to play a game while waiting for fana n ifah to arrive. very funny. den everyone slowly became comfortable. went to yul's house and they decided to drag yul along. den we went to bal's house and i had to go off. so did nufail. the guys decided to go....i have no idea wheere they went after that. but i hope it was ok. well, it was a success. iqbal, we did it!! weeee~

nufail...omg i freaking miss u lah. the whole outing made me realise how close we were when we were in pri skool. but nothing changed. we are still the same mad idiots we were together. ladies n gentlemen, nufail was like a twin sister i never had. haha. we always had the same opinion, no doubt abt that. we had the same handwriting. same everything. we were everywhere together too. hot fudge sundaes at bedok mac telling our parents that we were studying at bedok library.when i get into trouble, i am sure she is by myside haha. love u darls. see u on thurs ya~~....ok after the whole raye thinggy rite. i rushed home and reached at abr 930 lah. took cab. met zam. he was going to sham's place coz they are leaving for KL the next day. so, he helped me pack my bag for the camp. hehe. den in no time i had to leave for work! at 1015 i was out of my house on the way to work lah pls. tired. in slacking clothes lah. ooooh!! wen waiting outside of ICC2 (SATS Inflight Catering Centre), i saw that same guy again!! the guy that me n shamani saw who loook like zam...ooooh *sigH* lovelieee...he is soooooo alike u noe...accept the part where he was smoking lah. but yeah. so alike. ok den. i worked from 11 to 6 with a few mins break in between. standing up the whooole way. the work is usually not that tiring but...this time my sister n i had to do extra work. why? coz it was suppose to be by 3 ppl. it was just the 2 of us. and its a line thingy so we had to work fast coz we cannot make the machine jam. and also, the ppl who were stationed at the front part of the line do not know how to arrange the blardee thinge. so my sister n i had to stretch for the thingee. sigh~~by the end of the shift my legs were already cramped and i had to go for camp. my sis had econs paper. oh dead tired.
22 November 04630 am. i was pissed, tired, sleepy. i felt like a zombie and was so dreading the camp. oh wells. so sat at the canteen b4 7. lalalalalalalala. waited n waited. so camp started in school with a blind folding game. get into groups den every set off for final destination. oh its the leadership camp's "amazing race". unluckily we were one of the few who started late. firstly took bus to train from kovan. den nel to clarke quay. ran to the black Raffles' statue. did a funny act. i had to act like a monkey. thank u ah. ran to suntec fountain of wealth. may's station. played a game. i had to act like a chicken. WAHLAU~ first monkey den chicken. den we ran to bugis. kelvin was there. played another game. this time a lil easier. den ran to bugis mrt. take mrt. go to park mall. fish n co. glass house there. LOVE. yeah. had to limbo. ran back to the mrt station took nel to boonlay. saw sony. we counted the no. of stickers on the wall. 30 i think. den rannnn to MOE May Adventure Campsite lah.

woooo~ tired like madness!! i didnt take a cab at all! we were sooo good. we arrived 2nd. but according to timing we were the fastest because the one who came first was the group that started off first. weee~ damn fun. also damn tiring. we did our beds and ate lunch. basically the food was yucky ahhaa. wad to dooo~...den played gamesss gamess n more games. my fav was the jumping thinge. we had to jump from a hiiighhhh platform and try to grab on to a bar hanging in front. well, didnt achieve that but at least i manage to touch it. den there were the low element games. shoe covered with mud. pulling pushing. legs and hands bruised. carried so many ppl even including the guys. wahhh damn tiring. but fun. we had team work. luckily i didnt have irritating teammates.den had dinner.

which was also yuckyy!! had discussion

and night games. this kelvin lah. when i was blind folded and had to walk ard the place.

he TRIED to scare me lah. apparently may said he RAN towards me and blew wind to my neck. i totally felt it. and i KNOW it was him. i just laughed. farnie. bla bla more games and stuff. den erm bathed!!!! nicee~ went to bed at 1.
23 Nov 04woke up at 645. breakfast. yucky. high element GAMES!! WOOOO~ shioook!! firstly we had to do horizontal rock climbing. had to climb up. grab onto the wall and go to the other side. and climb down. and my god. if u all didnt know, I CANNOT ROCK CLIMB FOR NUTS! i was sooo scared. i tot i wouldnt do the freaking thingee... but i did it. why? i siao. by the time i got to the wall, i was alreadieh tired of climbing. got onto the wall. Bismillah. in the middle, i was shaking hell. but deen wee~ i'm still alive. den the other two was easier. but wahh.. damn power lah fun. now body aching.

May did one of the high elements. soo proud of u lah! hehez. (see i say that i'm proud of u). for someone who has a fear of heights, doing that chopstick thingee is erm SCARRY!!! i myself dunno if i would be able to walk on to dangling tiny plank without anything to hold on to. weee! power lah u. and i have the video to show EVERYONE haha. had lunch. again, was YUCKY!! but had the chance to serve this time.hahah fun. giving ppl
kuah haha. ate. bathed. packed. discussion. lalala. discussion. debrief..haha and by 1530 hrs, i was freeee! went out after that =)
i am very sorry about what i said. permanent body of friends. just know that i really wanted to spend the time with u. even if it had meant missing my sleep. but...like i said. =) anyway thankx for the wonderful 2 days company. i have no regrets going to the camp esp because u were there. love u lots.