Wednesday, January 26, 2005
editz//: to 2A06...i
love u guys. looking 4ward to spending
time with u guys. lets study hard and go uni together. we AAAALLLLL can make it if we study hard. we have brains. lets use it for maths econs geog gp and lets never give up. thanxx for ur understand and i know u guys will help me thru my studies. my perfect class. 2A06, ur my heart n soul. thanxx 4 being so caring dearsss~ joyce eugene anqi jinxy joseph qq angela yanru wendy mabel melinda gracia omar shama ziming lesli robin junwen. van darling greg lina anddd the rest of 1A05/04. sorry i haven gotten the chance to get to know all of u. and our mother, mrs goon. i wanna go to the deserts plssssssssssss~ its not fair! i'm bound to fail my ct!!!!! not fair!!! *begs pleads n cries just to go to hot desert plssss*
WARNING: this is very long. my left hand died so i'm typing with one hand and i'm so tired. so, maximum error available but pls do not treat it as humour.laugh when u realli think its funny.anddd enjoy urself. i know ppl miss my blog. this is super long.......if u had visited me. find ur name. and i hope u can find. if its not there forgive me...but i will still need to tank ppl personali. =)
dont come and tell me ur in pain.
amrels was right, its nothing compared to wat i have been n am going thru.
try not to complain about ur probs yet.
save it till i'm fine. i'll still listen.
talk slower so i can comprehen.-->esp u amrels and also daffi and yes, may hehe.
its tiring to move sooo fast.
listen, think den ask.-->ok sayang?
dont make me repeat myself. i will try to tell everything.
but i seriouslie have no energy to.
stop making me laugh haha.-->everyone!
ironically it hurts my heart.
sorry fana but pocket full of possie is not an aliteration.
dont be the lit joke of 2005.
i'm so tired of sleeping with needles in awkward positions.
walking to the toilet with a bag of sodium chloride
almost fainting on the toilet bowl.
stop smsing me abt netball training.
rubbing it that i cant go.
in fact i cant reply sms. too tired. just call.
i will try n talk. its easier thank u
ask me for a run on vdae. mc will be over den.
no smart alek joke abt mosquitoes.
i'm making them extinct.
so much to tell, but the previllaged will get to hear the stories.
the strangers will i leave u here to face further disappointment
stoning in my room with lots of thoughts head rite? i made my own lame joke hahaha abt myself. ok. alreadieh my
hair is super madder den usual. my highest fever was 40*C. i said. if an insect (no mosquito pls) were to land on my head, it might think its the sun! hahah it kept me thinking and till now i'm still slowlie scanning for dead insects. hahahaa.
special thanxs to those who visited me:
(according to appearance)
amrels with her pretty black hari raya haji outfit.
jo with a beautiful pink
rose and e kiss
khair for the can of barley
hijanah with pretty coloured outfit.n
rose with her casual relaxed look. both for my
baby eeyore
subhan for the onli balloon with balloons on it. perfect bestfren.
suria for dropping by tho i know she got tons of better things to do. u surprised me.
wanini for being an
entertainment and taking pics of urself in my fone n fana for borrowing wanini's stupidity for the day. danger.ur becoming a bimbo..u need some toughning up!
flower is beautiful u guys. and archie comic book is great!
shama n may. my two indian
angels. for my pisasu n the delicious fruits n
card n for worrying too bloody much. (i know..i can see thru u both.)
jo again for
cooking the ayam masak merah n briyani which my dad loves so much. and i couldnt eat. for being pretty in white n the 2nd kiss.
shama again. u can go open travelling agency la pls. so good at this. aqi immy for a surprise visit. for the pretty
flowers, my first ever gila gila mag and 2nd ever manja mag. thanks for the idea of hanging aura
banner infront,
flag behind and plycards all ard and screaming hail aura!jokers.
azry for being himself. an abg haha. remember? take care of faeza. she's a gem. dun steal my gila gila. for taking care of my sleepy bf. u both are like double trouble together. giggle giggle abt dengue fever booklet. not funny ok!hehe
audrey for making me laugh myself in the middle of the night coz e netballers didnt noe i was hospitalised and wanted me to play netball. i cant even throw a ball.
may for the bigggggest surprise ever. for the songs u sing 4 me on the flying carpet. for a perfect day. u can outshine the sun.
army lady. look deceived me. from an assumed drug addict ur actualli an army technican fixing guns n mechines. ur sooo coool! no lady would come and visit me with dark purple lipstick u rock lah pls. u took care of me wen everyone is not there. hope i bum into u somewhere. for the orange juice and chocs.
Mrs Goon for her lovelie
sms.
MR LUM for trying to make it but i was going
home.thanks for the thought
Ms Lum for calling and asking abt my conditions.
MR B TAN..i know u read ppl's blog. and i know u read mine.and i knw u miss me ha ha ha ha ha. my army fren wanna sue the
school for making me so sick. luckily, i'm nice enuff to reject. coz we are so pooor haha.
AAAAAANNNNNNDDDDD~
family thanxx. mummy for being so strong. for coming after work and hiding all her tiredness
love u so much. u gave me so much strength n u made the person i am now. be proud mummy. i'll make u happie. ALWAYS ALL ABT U
daddy-o. i know wad u taught me. =) thanxx for trying very hard for the
family. things are so much better coz u made it. u can do miracles. i know ur damn freaking smart. ur effort pulled me thru life. i'm happie. thanxx for making us happie.
thinrelsjoyah sister. hospitalised together, there were so many hillarious happenings. ~airrr~i want car~aaaaaah~ no one can laugh as hard as we did. u made hospital sick fun onli fun when with u. but u were the onli person who saw me at my lowest. only u saw the pain i gone thru. run away from mosquito pls. thanks for being such an encouragement and helping me thru at my lowest times. u know u'll always be my idol. CACAT SISTERS FOREVER. for the cute snoring bear which everyone loves. 21 Jan will be a memori we can never ever forget.daffi. u know where u stand. u can be a good bf to her. if u stop bending n folding her ok? i believe u can treat her right. thanxx 4 helping th
family and being part of it. sorry u can never be a Diab
brother bob. u are so damn fucking funny. i hear u talk to that girl i laugh until my heart almost burst. no joke. u can charm girls anywhere. but they dun get u as a brother. all my life u taught me to fight.u taught me small can mean big if i think big. u gave me the
gift of appreciating
music. all kinds. best of all. u gave me my sense of humour. no matter how girl i might dress. i will always be the small 7 year old sis whom u'll teach
soccer self defense and life lesson. thanks my brother, Allah gave you a nice heart hidden behind ur tough exterior.
guys u see. my
family had problems so horrible that bankrupcy for MR Trump's empire is just a fly compared to wat we had to go thru. but i had a mom who forever work her ass of for our happiness, a sister who is a part-time mother who does ALL the bills and work n can still have
time to be a GENIUS at maths, a brother who besides all materialistic issues he may have will stand up and fight even kill for the mother n e
family anytime, and a dad who gave sooo much problem who fights with loneliness and trying to fit in but never give up and at last we achieve a happy
family card. So guys when the going gets tough just stand tall. frens will try and help. u will hurt so bad but like Mr Ghazali said to me 'what is a affecting u may not affect u in 15 yrs time'. for those having problems,if u need someone i'm a fone call away any
time. always
free.
but i must be the luckiest girl on earth. my frens are perfect. familie more den perfect. and a darling boyfren MUHAMMAD NIZAM BIN HASHIM. yes,he's my walking talking teddy bear. no one can do wad he did for me.living at pasir ris, he goes to skool at yio chu kang. he comes to simei everydae with more den just smiles. his project are gazillions. but he tries very hard to see me everydae. even willing to miss his class for me. and poly is not cheap ok. he took care of me. showered me with pretty red
flowers and a bear i call dots. but its not abt materialistic stuff. push all the
gifts he had given me, i'd still
love him so much. coz he has his ways of making me feel secure and save. i dun need to talk to him. he just have to sit by my side. he dun have to give me hugs n kisses just a smile is good. he may not be perfect to u. he may not bother much abt his appearence but he's always clean. he can make me laugh unti i get so tired to laugh.i
love u sayang. i have reasons to do the things i do---like not reply ur msg. i dont have
energy. but u must remember ok. sr guys are idiots. and nice ones are frens. outside guys are smelly and dirty and usually smoke. guys who slack ard usualli cannot curl the ball in the net like u. u tell me which guy successful curl a freekick at bvss for tk n me? dear ur my yayapapaya (haha copy line from my bro bob).
love u muchie for trying hard.for the bear,dots, and
roses and rochers.and praying for me so much. and the heart shape pillow.
God gives u suffering so that sweet memories will taste better---Farhana Diab 2005
