Sunday, April 03, 2005
Happy 18th Birthday Boyfriend~~ Marcello Zamron Nizam. haha. i hope this year, u faster faster go take ur license be it a motor or a car. just make it quick. i'm tired of taking the bus alreadieh!! i luv u. although u can be soooo mean and irritating (like yesterdae wen u were SOOOOO late?? and den u said i ANGIN!! hmph), u can also be sweet and nice (like yesterdae u got me studs haha and e many times u just smile wen i poke and punch u). may we dont get on each other's nerves too often. love love love.
my mom is nagging madness. "tiada maaf bagi mu" directly translated into "there is no forgiveness for u". and no, she wasnt nagging at me. those words were for kushie and cleo. (continues to nag in the background). yesterday, i caught her singing her own tune. wahahaz. so cute.it was quite nice though. and early this morning she was trying to talk to the bear in her balloon. are u there? i cant see u. (in case u all didnt know, we got my mom a big balloon with heart shaped ballons and a white forever friends bear in it). somehow i think my mom needs a rest. well, restS actually.
it broke my heart when she held my hand and asked me why i've been so lazy, not studying at all. dammit. so goodbye, so long my holiday. as i hit the books and burn all my display candles through the night, trying to complete the geepee work i owe mr menon ever since the beginning of the year. not forgetting econs data response and case study. and study for my geog test which i really have to pass. (at least den, i will still have mrs goon who havent given up on me.) i think alex lum is to be quite pissed off with me and my i-so-dont-know-everything attitude as compared to my used to be pick-me-i-know-everything self.
guess it took my mother's disappointment to kick me hard in my arse and make me realise that i'm not doing anything worthwhile. forget all commitments. put everything on hold, fana. everything else can wait. all the internet and the blogging, the blog hopping and all the lame shit. wake up. about 7 more months. 7 more months....
expect nothing much from this page no more. maybe a weekly update. coz i'm sick and tired of falling behind. and i have no one to blame but myself.
10:46:00 am
