Monday, November 20, 2006

I dont know. I know only that a terrible anger and pain divides us just as it did so many years ago. i cannot admit how much i have wronged her. i cannot admit how much i have lied about my love of her and my need of her. and this need, perhaps this need is the thing which keeps me at a distance where i am safe from the scrutiny of her soft and wise brown eyes.....we had spent almost every night of our lives quarreling, and i could not admit her advantages, and her victories, and it was as the result of my weakness that i foolishtly and impetuously left her when i did. this was the single worst mistake of all my long years.

i got that from somewhere. i'm suppose to be sleeeppinggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. first training after a long time.

1:54:00 am

Anahraf El Diab
I wish i could say that i'm unique and different but that would be a lie. from my mom, i stole her features, her attitude and 1/5 of her strength. i kinda ripped of my dad's hairstyle and that obviously isnt a choice. i think i would be a fashion disaster or a real girly girl if it werent for my brother and thank god for that. at the same time, i would have been naive and maybe a boy if it werent for my sister. hur hur. the rest of me, i picked it up somewhere along the way thru my 19 years old journey and that is what u gotta find out.


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